Childhood days;

Wednesday, September 20, 2006,:

The night belongs to us
We’re caught in a world of our own
We cling to the hope it would change for us
Is it in vain? Is it too late?
Why did it have to be you than I.
I heard the news today.

Is this the beginning of our last dance?
Once around the floor, can we do it again?
I feel the thrill from words we say,
I love you.

Embrace so much tighter
This could be our last together
Heaven sheds tears for the wounded hearts
Our forever has been torn apart

Our vast religions
Won’t help us answer
What was pre-destined for us to have
Since long ago.
It’s hopeless

The world it turns with us
Hold me in closer, don’t let go of me
Now we close our eyes and let go to the night
The night we feel alive.

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senti ko naman ngayon... haiiiii... this feeling hurts, real bad!! to start things off, i was distracted during chemistry class.. ugh! got pissed at myself for that! then, our trigo teacher got mad at us and gave us a quiz! eh, the problem is, WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SOLVE IT! so, obviously, we failed..... i was in the verge of tears when my boybud came and started to ANNOY me! what a nice time to annoy someone who is pissed, no? so, i got mad at him and shouted at him. he HAD the nerve to say "bat mo ko pinalo eh wala naman akong ginawa sayo?" WALA?! sigurado kang wala!? onga naman, INSENSITIVE KA! ugh!! im so pissed!!!!

i can't get it out of my head, still.. having the hunch that he has another girl.. that he broke his LAST ONE PROMISE to me.. again, i still feel the hurt.. i told myself i won't cry anymore, but it hurts so much to force the tears NOT to fall down my cheeks!!! he won't talk to me, he won't even text me BEFORE i text him (which he usually does), he won't even try to call me or ask me how i am!!!! he changed a lot -- BIG TIME!!! and he can't even realize how much it hurts... i feel so dumb........... does it have to hurt this way?! parang wala na nga syang feelings when he talks to me eh (well, sa text..) i don't want to hurt like this... anymore!! still, when i think about him, i tend to cry..

is it always like this?!

words to live by...

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

the girl

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))

the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)