"it's been awhile..
since i could, hold my head up high...."

yup, it's been awhile.. i had to put on blush-on just so they [my classmates] would think that im not gloomy anymore.. guess what? it worked! everyone thought i was blooming. yeah, right. if you guys only know..... well, no need to elaborate.. just read the previous posts.. haha! im sick and tired of this sadness, but i can't do anything about it, 'cause the feeling stays the same.. it never changed.. it didn't lessen.. it only grows more and more deeper.. too bad he doesn't feel it....T_T and i'm not being too dramatic or anything.. i am not desperate, too! i just need to let this steam out of my system or else i would probably let it out on someone else... (oh yeah, sorry about that marty! remember when you called up.?.......)

if only i could let him call me back.. then i'd apologize to him.. sincerely! 'cause im having the feeling that when i apologize, he thinks i don't mean it.. but i do! i really, really do!! i even confessed to him that i love him STILL!! and what do i get? nothing in return... hopefully he feels the same way still.. i didn't push it anymore.. he might get pissed or annoyed or something (i don't want that to happen, now, do i?).. hopefully, he'll give me a chance to apologize and explain for my actions the last time i heard from him.. (which was last thursday...) haii.. if you could read this.. please! forgive me?

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))


the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)

.bestzhel.
.yanna.
.kini.
.hannah.
.beachbabemackee.
.abigail.
.pam.
.jem.
.den.
.lynnette.
.ghirlhie.
.maxinne.
.merie.
.jetjet.
.tzie.
.janine.
.chi.
.princess.
.grace.
.cazs.
.immi.
.JaJu.
.joan.
.bianca.
.char.
.trish.
.cutreenuh.
.kuya ervin.
.rie.
.riane.
.ate jane.
.wawa.
.TIN.
.kimi.

Designer : Kookies
Coding references are from: Le. Romantique & Daybeforemisery(yarlythestarfish)
Brushes from: Aethereality
Textures from: Hybird Genesis
Big thanks to DANGO DAIKAZOKU!