Childhood days;

Thursday, March 29, 2007,:

how will i start this weird day?! haha..

as usual, i was late in getting up. my sister woke me up at about 6:30 in the morning just to borrow my MAP book (mass songs,.. it's a requirement if you're studying in my school) because they have their baccalaureate mass today together with the grade6 pupils. haii.. for someone who's spending her summer vacation, waking up at 6am is a bummer!

after an hour, **spongebob texted me. he told me to eat breakfast na.. (aww...Ü) i knida told him that i haven't been eating breakfast for 3days already (shouldn't have said it!). sweet nga eh.. he remembered, and goes to show that he's concerned.Ü unfortunately, i was too sleepy that i disregarded his text and went back to sleep. >.< ehehe.. i think i woke up at about 10:45am. kinda late na. haha!

i almost forgot that it's thursday! every tuesday and thursday is "leave-bianca-at-home-alone-for-the-whole-afternoon" days. ahaha! after lunch, i was home alone by myself. got bored? -- duh! nothing left to do but to surf the internet! luckily someone's OL. i got the chance to chat with my cousin (who i never saw since last month -- i think) he graduated yesterday. (ang dami namang grumaduate! haha!) so, i congratulated him.Ü i kinda felt bad for him when we started talking about the girl he likes but left him hanging in thin air (kinda reminds me of -- me!)

then i saw my ex went OL. he's the alleged ex who's wanting me back but i really don't know if he wants me back since he's been inconsistent but is consistent on telling me that he still loves me -- gets? kinda makes me wonder, do i still want him to want me back? do i still want him back? haii.. mind keeps spinning 'round, and 'round, and 'round....... pero when you think about it, why did i get hurt, felt jealous when he said he knew someone from Miriam? he made me smile when he told me he still feels angry whenever i talk to some other guys or hang out with other guys. argh! i gotta rest my heart for awhile....

btw, i checked the "teen blog awards".. 5 people voted for my blog.. yey! thanks po! sana others would support my blog, too!Ü

words to live by...

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

the girl

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))

the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)