haii.. buhay nga naman noh..

kahapon, my friend patrick (from another school) and i were becoming close.. hehe.. kwentu-kwentuhan nga kami sa fone eh.. ang tagal rin naming nag-usap sa fone.. to the point na late na ako nakapunta sa party ni danica. haha! kahit sa party ni danica, siya pa rin ung ka-text ko! haha! kakatuwa nga eh..

tas late na kami nakauwi.. pero, ka-txt ko pa rin siya.. he asked me if he could call me "teddy bear".. pumayag ako.. okay lang naman sakin un eh.. after a few minutes, sabi niya "tulog na tayo teddy bear. antok na ako eh." nag-goodnight na ako. before going inside my sister's room., may nagtext sa globe ko... si marty....

marty: "r u stil awake?"
marty: "i mis u"
marty: "nyt"
bianca: "i miss u, too.."
marty: "Call Me..."

after 10 long months. ngayon ko lang uli niya ako sinabihan ng "i miss you.." nung nabasa ko un., naiyak ako... syempre, mahal ko pa ung tao eh.. late na un.. then he asked me if i really loved him.. obviously, i told him the truth.. i said "yeah, i still love you.. and i really love you.." humirit ako.. sabi ko sa kanya na alam ko naman na di na niya ako mahal.. sabi niya sakin..

marty: "mahal kita. mahal pa rin kita."

umiyak nanaman ako nun..argh! di ko na talaga alam gagawin ko! kung kelan naman natututo na ako mag-isa.. andyan uli siya.. don't get me wrong., i'm not complaining.. pero, bat ang gulo?!

Labels: babybear, love, miss

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))


the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)

.bestzhel.
.yanna.
.kini.
.hannah.
.beachbabemackee.
.abigail.
.pam.
.jem.
.den.
.lynnette.
.ghirlhie.
.maxinne.
.merie.
.jetjet.
.tzie.
.janine.
.chi.
.princess.
.grace.
.cazs.
.immi.
.JaJu.
.joan.
.bianca.
.char.
.trish.
.cutreenuh.
.kuya ervin.
.rie.
.riane.
.ate jane.
.wawa.
.TIN.
.kimi.

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