I remember posting that i was happy, that it all felt so clear to me, that he has feelings for me still. Who was I kidding? I've been played like a fool all along. I didn't even bother noticing that I was getting hurt already! I didn't even care about it! I just let myself cry every night. How stupid was I?! Thinking nothing will change after what had happened, thinking he wouldn't change. Well, guess what, he DID! He doesn't even have time for me! And he had THE NERVE to ask me if I could still be his bestfriend! I believed him! Believed that he would still keep his promise. Kahit eto man lang, tuparin nya. Pero, hindi eh. I think he's trying to make a way para mag-away kami. Bakit di ko pinansin un?! I had the idea that HE has someone new. That he met someone already. That HE, is courting someone. That he........ loves someone besides me. P*TA!!!!

Di mo ba napapansing sinasaktan mo ko!? o talagang manhid ka na pagdating sakin?! di mo ba alam itong mga ginagawa mo?! di mo ba alam na ikaw na lang laging laman ng isip ko?! di mo ba alam na... MAHAL PA RIN KITA??!!!

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""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))


the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)

.bestzhel.
.yanna.
.kini.
.hannah.
.beachbabemackee.
.abigail.
.pam.
.jem.
.den.
.lynnette.
.ghirlhie.
.maxinne.
.merie.
.jetjet.
.tzie.
.janine.
.chi.
.princess.
.grace.
.cazs.
.immi.
.JaJu.
.joan.
.bianca.
.char.
.trish.
.cutreenuh.
.kuya ervin.
.rie.
.riane.
.ate jane.
.wawa.
.TIN.
.kimi.

Designer : Kookies
Coding references are from: Le. Romantique & Daybeforemisery(yarlythestarfish)
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