parang continuation lang toh ng entry ko last night..

*listening to "wag ka nang umiyak" by sugarfree*

"hindi kita bibitawan....."

i was hoping for a text from him earlier this morning, 'cause he always texts me when he wakes up. but i think he got upset with me and didn't even bother to text me. :( but i didn't let it bother me, i still texted him when i woke up.

by lunch time, i heard my fone ring, it was him. missed call. i texted him but he didn't reply, so i called him up. but the line was kinda choppy, so we put it down. i asked him why he called up. he said he wanted to ask how i was and he wanted to know if he still has load. so, i tried to put up a conversation. but, he didn't reply after the 2nd text.

when we [family] were about to go to ortigas, i texted him just so he knows where i am. still no reply. then it began to rain, we went inside the car [btw, we were in ortigas 'cause we were gonna fetch my mom from her office. she went OT.]. since it was raining, my dad and my mom agreed that we'd eat dinner in market!market! upon arriving, we [my ate and i] just sat at the table, then my fone started to ring again. it was him.ü i was so happy to hear his voice! but we couldn't understand what the other was talking about. then the phone line got cut. he texted me telling me that he thought he called up his classmate [since they have a batch party right now], but instead, he dialled my number. that was ok for me. at least i got to hear his voice.

just a few minutes ago, i texted him when i got home. i asked him where he is. and he told me they were about to go to bedspace [greenbelt]. so, i told him 'ok.. ingat ka baby.ü" i wasn't expecting any reply from him since usually, he doesn't reply whenever i text those things. but just awhile ago, he did.ü just asking me what im doing. i don't know if he'll reply [i hope he will :(].

i admit, i AM sad, i DO miss him. i'm just not used to it. having a college guy [who obviously is so busy] for have a boyfriend. i'm just here, waiting for him, understanding him, and being patient. i'm doing everything that i have to do for him, and believe it or not, i'm not asking anything in return. [i used to be the girl who asks for something in return, but i changed. i don't know what made me change, but i changed.] 'cause if you love someone, you'd do anything for him on your own will, and not expecting nor asking for anything in return.

still, i'm here, being patient and understanding him. if he needs me, expect it that i'll be there for him no matter what. why? simple. because i love him.ü

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