Childhood days;

Thursday, June 07, 2007,:

-.- 06 june, 2007 -.-

janine (my bestfriend) and i had a plan the night before. mamaya na un.

she picked me up at my house at about 10:30am. first, we went to her mom's office and dropped of her gym things. after that, she called up their driver and we went to LaSalle (yup! DLSU manila). i was getting kinda nervous. what if i see him? what will i do? what if i don't see him? waaaah!!

when we got there, we were looking for a parking slot in mcdo. grabe! ang daming kumakain dun! eh tabihan ba naman ng mcdo ung dlsu at tapatan ba naman nun ung csb, syempre maraming kakain dun! we saw this guy wearing a navy blue shirt. di namin nakita face niya. but from the way he walks to how he fixed his hair, parang si patrick talaga! we went around the drive-thru and parked somewhere near. (still inside the mcdo area, though) natatagalan na kami ni janine. we waited for the guy to come out, but he didn't. nung pabalik na kami sa office ng mom niya, i turned around, and i saw this guy wearing a yellow shirt, khaki shorts, and has a green jacket hanged on his shoulder. gawd, si patrick un!!

i admit, i didn't know what was going on my mind. i felt happy, yet sad, a lil' angry, but overall, i knew i missed him so much! i wanted to hug him, i wanted to hold him, i wanted to talk to him! but something inside felt like it's wrong, that i shouldn't do it. i don't know. so, i got satisfied with just looking at him. at least i saw him, dba?

he didn't know i was just beside him when they stopped for awhile beside the car. he didn't know his gf was just right beside him.

janine told me that he wants to tell me not to worry about him, 'cause he's okay. he told me that he's having a problem and that he's trying his very best to fix it, but he doesn't want me to know what it is. my bestfriend told me that he wanted to tell me that he misses me, and he loves me.

the longer this takes, the more i worry about him. the more i miss him. the more i want to hear his voice once again. ugh.... i'm hoping whatever problem he may have, he can resolve it.

"baby, whatever it is, don't give up. don't give up on fixing it. maaayos rin toh. magkakausap uli tayo. magkakasama uli.ü just please don't give up. always remember, i'm here for you, i'm not giving up on you, not giving up on me, and not giving up on US..

i love you so much baby!"

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the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)