Childhood days;

Tuesday, June 12, 2007,:

sorry. meant to update my blog yesterday. but i was so caught up with the moment

-.- 11 June 2007 -.-

i woke up thinking it was just another ordinary day. (ordinary: think about him and worry about him alot) i woke up about 9 in the morning. I ate my breakfast and went inside my ate's room to surf the net.

at about 11 am, ate ai told us that we were about to eat lunch (an hour early. haha.). by the time i finished my meal, my phone kept ringing. i saw there were 4 missed calls (all from janine), and 5 text messages. and 1 of them were from patrick!

i didn't waste any time. i replied to him. the whole afternoon, i was texting him. i was soo happy he texted me! :D i asked him about his problem, he said it was a family problem. i wanted to know what it was but he said, "wag mo na lang alamin. malalaman mo rin un pag ~~hindi ko na-solve~~" it only means that he hasn't solved his problem completely. :'( but he said he is solving it.

after a few minutes, someone called up our house. when i answered it, immediately, i knew it was patrick. but since he was trying to look for my sister, i just tried to get along with whatever he's planning to do. after some time, he talked to me na. haha.

i missed him. period.

if i would explain what i miss, it would take a lot of space in my blog. because, i just simply miss my patrick jefferson topacio!

that phone call made me remember all those fone calls we had when it was still his vacation. from the week before my final exams in my 3rd year until the day before his first day in lasalle (may22), it all came back to me.

honestly, i didn't want the day to end. i was hoping that i was just living in makati, next door to his house. or i was wishing that i was already in college, living in a boarding house, particularly, their house. so that i would know how he is, if he's okay or not. so that i wouldn't be so paranoid not knowing what's happening to him!

gawd, i soo miss my baby! i admit, this situation is hard. but i don't care how hard it is. no matter what, i'm still going to be waiting for him. i KNOW he can fix his problem. i KNOW he can solve his problem. all i have to do is just believe in him. and pray. pray that everything will be alright. :)

now, he's not texting me again.... :'(

i love you so much patrick! i won't leave your side...

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the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)