Childhood days;

Sunday, March 25, 2007,:

TIME flies so fast... so fast that sometimes, you just don't know how things ended up in that way...

yesterday was kind of a rollercoaster ride for me. nagkaaminan na. **spongebob told me he likes me, i told him i like him, too. but here's the catch, we just met -- wala pa ngang one month eh! but, do you guys know that feeling that you feel so close and so comfortable with each other even though you're friendship isn't that long yet? that's the feeling. kinda complicated, hard to explain, pero ganun eh.

we're kind of friends, pero more than that. you could say that we're bestfriends, close friends, MU? hehe.. ewan ko.. basta! he has helped me get through the sorrow. he helped me move on. he taught me some things that i knew from the very beginning but i was too afraid to face. he never left my side. he was always there, especially those times when i didn't expect that he'd be there.

i admit, i never imagined that i'd be happy when i talk to him. i always smile whenever he texts me or whenever he calls me. i kept on wondering why i'm like this. now, i confess -- i like him. after 10 whole months, i like someone besides my ex..

i was shocked when he told me he has the same feelings. i'm not entirely sure if what he says are true., but i don't know. i believe him naman.. in less than a month, i've known a guy, and from what i've found out, we have a lot of things in common. from the littlest things to the things we do for other people. we both have lots of pillows on our beds. we both bury our heads on our pillows. we can't resist helping other people. and we share that same feeling -- the feeling you feel when you help someone, but you never feel appreciated by them. and that sometimes, they run to you whenever they ONLY need your help. i never met someone like that, just like me, until i met him.

i thought the farthest our friendship will end up is like a bro-sis relationship (just like with my other guy friends whom i call "kuya" in the end..) but no, something kinda interesting happened last night. our decent conversation went to a "will you be my girl?" talk. haha! shocking? yes. surprising? totally! unexpected? sobra!! but, i felt kilig rin.. hehe.. haiii.... wondering what i told him back? hmm.. i said "yes.ü" :P i'm so happyÜ

Labels: spongebob, teddybear, time

words to live by...

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

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the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)