Childhood days;

Saturday, May 26, 2007,:

i miss him badly. :( grabe, imagine, kinaya ko ung 2 days na hindi siya nagtetext. pero kagabi, siyempre hindi ko kaya kasi monthsary namin un. i asked my bestfriend (while we were talking) to call up his # and ask him if he's busy or not, and if he has load. nagkausap sila, he wasn't busy, and yes, he has load. :(

nung binaba na namin ung fone, magy-ym dapat kami. eh before i got logged in, nag-ring ung fone, hoping na siya un. siya nga!:) pero, ya, iba naman napag-usapan namin. mas marami kaming pinag-usapan about other stuff instead of kami lang.

*sorry ah, medyo selfish lang talaga ako pag special day namin. ewan ko kung bakit.*

tas nasaktan ako (or nagselos) nung nalaman ko na ung lagi niyang kasama sa school ay babae. :( mas marami naman guys dun, bat di nalang guys kasama niya? :( pero inintindi ko na lang siya. he asked me questions like ~~"pano pag sinabi ko sayo na ayaw kita makita?"~~ or ~~"pano pag sinabi ko sayo na 'i don't love you anymore'?"~~ dba ang sakit?! :'( di ko na kinaya un.. umiyak na ako!

i wanted to tell him how i felt. pero pinapatulog na siya kasi may parang rotc siya every saturday. eh ang pangit nung pagsabi niya ng "bilisan mo." when i told him i was going to tell him something. tapos hindi pa ako tapos sasabihin niya "un lang ba?" ako, inintindi ko nalang siya. college na siya eh. lagi na siyang busy. pero ang gusto ko lang naman, onting pag-iintindi rin sa nararamdaman ko. :(

Labels: miss, selfish, spongebob, tears, teddybear

words to live by...

""if you two are meant to be,"
someday you'll be together at the right time."

the girl

i am your bestfriend :)
a poet on the loose.
wanting a motorola U9 now.:))

the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)