"what you want doesn't necessarily mean that's what you need..."

natuloy ung plan namin ni janine kanina. i was hoping it wouldn't, 'cause again, i was nervous. as in kinakabahan ako! buti na lang ang daming lumapit sakin para magpatulong sa caf. nung closed na ung library, akala ko uuwi na kami, hindi pa pala.

pinilit ni janine si joshua na makipag-usap sakin. leading him to trapping himself inside the boys' cr. ewan! dun ako nainis eh. what's the point of running away from me? bakit, may kasalanan ka ba sakin?! galit ka ba sakin!? may nagawa ba akong masama sayo!? sana naman sabihin mo dba? kesa naman nagmumukha akong tanga dito!!!

naiiyak na ako nun, nung nakalabas na ng cr si joshua, ako naman ung pumasok! (pasensya na, nature has been calling me eh.. ^_^V) aun, dun na rin ako nagtago kasi napansin kong umiiwas siya. ung para bang napipilitan lang siyang magstay sa school. tas i kept on hearing janine telling him to say "hi!" or greet me a "happy birthday!" parang ang plastik naman nun kung ginawa niya un. kasi kung ginawa niya un, it'll only mean na ginawa niya un out of anger? or pity? or whatsoever! pilit eh! grrrr... ewan ko...

di ako galit sa kanya.. galit ako sa ginawa niya!

ganito ba talaga kalalabasan ng birthday ko?!

Labels: anger, boybud, school

""if you two are meant to be,"
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the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)

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