i prayed for something i've been wanting for so long. how long? let's say more than 2 years and still counting?

this is the first time i prayed for it, and not ask for a stupid sign. yeaa. i used to. sooo, i asked God to show me a pink rose if he thinks i deserve to be with *him* again. my friend said it should be within 9 days. guess what. in less than a minute, i saw one.

i couldn't believe it. eh sa fabric softener ko pa naman makita dba? still, i don't get it. i saw pink roses THREE TIMES in different places/things.

i'm confused. i'm dazed. kung kelan naman kaya ko na, saka mangyayari toh!

just like last night, i asked Him to help me figure out if i should let go or not. :| and just earlier this day. ang gulo. nadamay pa lovelife sa fildla. th prof said "kumbaga pag may hinihintay ka. sa katagalan mapapagod ka." obviously, it was him who i thought of. i thought let go na. then my blockmate told me "don't quit". i was like "what?" she said "eto o, sa planner, don't quit."

can anyone clear my mind???

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the name's bianca. :) been living for 17 years now and a college frosh. currently in dlsu-m taking up bs ece :| a friend to all, an enemy to none. i am artsy in my own right. poems are my "thing". and i live by honesty. liars are off-limits here. got that? :)

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